An Appeal for Revelation
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1 “I1 am weary2 of my life; I will complain without restraint;3 I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.
2 I will say to God, ‘Do not condemn4 me; tell me5 why you are contending6 with me.’ 3 Is it good for you7 to oppress,8 to9 despise the work of your hands, on the schemes of the wicked?
Motivations of God
4 “Do you have eyes of flesh,12 or do you see13 as a human being sees?14 5 Are your days like the days of a mortal,
or your years like the years15 of a mortal, 6 that16 you must search out17 my iniquity, and inquire about my sin,
7 although you know18 that I am not guilty, and that there is no one who can deliver19 out of your hand?
Contradictions in God’s Dealings
8 “Your hands have shaped20 me and made me, but21 now you destroy me completely.22 9 Remember that you have made me as with23 the clay; will24 you return me to dust? 10 Did you not pour25 me out like milk, and curdle26 me like cheese?27 11 You clothed28 me with skin and flesh and knit me together29 with bones and sinews. 12 You gave me30 life and favor,31 and your intervention32 watched over my spirit. 13 “But these things33 you have concealed in your heart; I know that this34 is with you:35 14 If I sinned, then you would watch me
and you would not acquit me of my iniquity.
15 If I am guilty,36 woe37 to me, and if I am innocent, I cannot lift my head;38 and satiated with my affliction.40 16 If I lift myself up,41 you hunt me as a fierce lion,42 and again43 you display your power44 against me. 17 You bring new witnesses45 against me, and increase your anger against me;
relief troops46 come against me. An Appeal for Relief
18 “Why then did you bring me out from the womb?
and no eye would have seen me!
19 I should have been as though I had never existed;48 I should have been carried
right from the womb to the grave!
20 Are not my days few?49 Cease,50 then, and leave51 me alone,52 that I may find a little comfort,53 21 before I depart, never to return,54 to the land of darkness
and the deepest shadow,55 22 to the land of utter darkness,
like the deepest darkness,
and the deepest shadow and disorder,56 where even the light57 is like darkness.”58